Don't ever take things for granted ;

I walk alone.

School officially commence for me.
I'm Year 2 now. Omg.

Timetable was not bad for this Sem.

Monday, 12pm - 6pm.
Tuesday, 2pm - 6pm.
Wednesday, 8am - 3pm.
Thursday, 1pm - 6pm.

Friday, Saturday&Sunday no school! HAHA.
But I'm gonna work throughout the weekends.
To earn&to keep myself busy at the same time.

&To everyone,
Be nice&dont ask about me&him.

I'm just not used to it.
10 months wasnt long but it wasnt short either.
I need time to adapt.
It's never easy, for me.

I wanted to smile at you, but I've got no courage.
I wanted to speak to you, but I'm not ready.

I wanted to cry so badly, but I know I cant.

All I can do now is to fake a smile infront of everyone everyday.
Deep inside, I just want to cry.

Walk away, Loved. 9:39:00 PM `

It's no longer us.

240608.

Everything started off so perfectly.
That hug&that kiss, I thought it would last.
My everyday was then filled with your love&care.
Your warming hugs, your passionate kiss whenever we part.
Your charming smile that never fails to brighten up my day.
Your sillyness that makes me love you more.
Those late night calls till we're both tired even there's school the next day.
You sending me home every time no matter how late it was just to ensure that I'm safe.
You telling me that you miss me&never wanted to lose me.
You asking me out everyday even just for a lunch or dinner.
From then, I thought I will never be alone.
Because you said, I'll always have you.
Everything's just so fine having you around.

You're the first guy I wanted the whole world to know about.
You're the first guy who ever stayed over at my house.
You're the first guy who made me stayed up whole night just to make sure you reach home safe&sound.
You're the first guy who made me cabbed out in the middle of the night.
You're the first guy I'm willing to get up early just to get you breakfast.
You're the first guy I dont mind travelling far just to see you for alittle while.
.
.
.

I will always remember,
The day when I was sick, you dropped by just to get lunch&medicine for me.
The day you were so weak yet you came to meet me simply because you wanted me to be happy.
Those days you bring me to have cheesecakes because you know I love them.
Those days you bring me to have Gelare's ice cream whenever I yearn for it.
Those days we both cant bear to part though it's already past midnight.
Those days you picking me up from work at Expo.
Those days you accompanying me wherever I want to go.
The birthday cake you asked Erinna to get on behalf for you before you left for Switzerland.
Those songs you played for me on our Anniversary&whenever I wanted you to.

&The list goes on...

You loved me so much, back then.

Dearest,

I know I'm never good at words, but
I really appreciate everything you had done for me.
I will never forget all these time spent with you.
I never wanted to part but I tried my best.
I may not be the best girlfriend,
But I swear you had been great.
May your next one be the one you've been looking for.

I dont know if you will ever read this.
But if you do, thanks your parents for me.
They are really nice.

I may seems unsatisfied at times,
Because I know,
You can be better.
But you chose not to.

I kept everything to myself,
&cried myself to bed every night missing you these months.
It's a pain hoping someone to call when you know they wont.
I guess I said everything I could, done whatever I can.
But you're never satisfied.
Relationship never comes easy to me.
But baby, I'm still letting you go.

Love is blind,
Yes, so true.

Nevertheless, I'm proud having you as my boyfriend.
I hope you too.

Goodnight Meizhen,
Sweet dreams.

Walk away, Loved. 2:25:00 AM `

Thought that we were stronger.

16th April, Thursday.
Twinny came over my place with lunch for me! HAHA. after eating, prepared&stuff. bus-ed to Bugis as the Bitch wanted to get a bag. The new shopping centre Iluma, was such a disappointment. HAHAH. stayed at Bugis till around 630pm, bus-ed to Kovan. saw Hweehan on the bus as we are going Kovan for dinner together. met up with Karmen&Xujun at Kovan&dinner-ed at Pizza Hut. been a long time we last had such a gathering as the girls are oh-so-busy with their new life. HAHA. after dinner was chilling at Mac, chatting etc. short but enjoyable night with them. home around 11plus.

Pizza Hut.

All of us ate this. LOL.

Not very nice though.

17th April, Friday.

Met up with Janet at Bugis around 4pm, she accompanied me for a job interview&I managed to get her the job as well. after walking around Bugis for awhile, we headed Funan&waited for Bf to end his guitar at 6pm. dinner-ed at Funan's Foodcourt. after eating, went Central to walkwalk. Janet left around 8pm to Compass to meet her friends. while Bf&I went PS, caught the movie 17 Again at 920pm. the movie is nice! funny yet touching! HAHA. after movie was already going 12am therefore headed home. (:

I love days like that, simple but sweet.
Ily.

18th April, Saturday.
Erinna Lin came over my place around 6pm or so. helped her to paint her nails, then we headed Marine Parade&get cake then bus-ed to Aljunied to celebrate Hweehan's 20th. she ended work around 9plus10plus, Karmen, Xujun&their Bfs were there too. after the short celebration, headed Geylang with Erinna, Karmen&Darren for dinner/supper then home after that.

Xujun&Guan Hong.

Karmen&Darren.

Happy 20th!

I miss Nanny Ng.

Walk away, Loved. 1:29:00 PM `

I hate this part right here.

9th April, spent with my dearest boy. supposed to catch a 3pm show at Cine but my beloved boy was having stomachache that very morning therefore it was delayed till 5pm. caught L.O.V.E. not very nice mayb cause we missed the first part of the show because of some reasons. after movie, went PS, had dinner with Bf's parents at Swensens. after dinner, Bf accompanied me home then cabbed over to Meieng's house as Bf is in a rush to meet his friends after sending me over to my Dayi's house. so yeah, spent the night there.

I love him, as always. :D

10th April-12th April. Genting Trip with relatives&cousins.

Day 1.
woke up at 530am, when I only slept at like 3am after a call with Bf. well, prepared&stuff. Xiaojiu came to fetch us around 630am. &our trip started off then. this time the trip took much more time as compared to the previous time I went with my family.

Reached Genting at around 4plus in the afternoon. the moment I step into the hotel basement, I heard someone calling my name, I turned&saw dearest Huimin! AHAHAHA. chatted awhile then booked in to the hotel, washed up&rest awhile then went for dinner. dinner-ed at a Chinese Restaurant there. after dinner, walked around, Arcade for awhile then around 9pm, went for back massage! HAHA. first time, nice experience though but Meieng was complaining about how pain it was after that. HAHA. after massage, the adults went Casino while me&Meieng went around exploring the place by ourselves. then we ended up in a Pub, Cloud9. HAHA. I swear we looked like some idiot inside. LOL. then back to the hotel at 12plus1am or so. bumped into Rina&her Bf on the way back to hotel. so coincidental.

Moto-si-kal.

Dinner time.

Meijie cousin with her Bf, Raymond korkor.

Raymond korkor's Sister&her husband.

Dayi, Yizhang, Xiaojiu.

Massage time.

Cloud9.

Day 2.
Woke up at 8plusam. bath, prepared etc, headed for breakfast. after breakfast, went to play Pool&Bowling. LOL. afterwhich, went for lunch then caught a movie, Shinjuko Incident. I hope I spelled it correctly. LOL. after the movie, went for a walk at a Thai night market outside the building. then the adults went Casino again then me&Meieng went strolling around. met up with the adults at 8pm or so for dinner. then had some shopping done that night. &I cant wait to come back to Singapore, I miss baby. HAHA.